lazyantics chapter 25

yeah... bookout again... my stay in hta is coming to an end... somehow i feel like i can stay inside longer... haha... crazy... was like complaining all the time i want out when i just got in... but i guess it takes time to adapt to a totally new environment.. but somehow some of the things inside still saddens me.. very low team spirit... got alot of things to catch up... need to learn as many things as possible... been in very bad health recently.. coughing for a month already.. and what.. the doc said my asthma is coming back.. totally shit... it's like 10 long years... got inhaler... how the hell like am i gonna use that... haha... met siya for movie with delvin again.. watched x-men 3:the last stand.. wasn't that hyped up like what it was made out to be but the actions wasn't bad.. but somehow just wasn't the kinda movie i expected it to be... siya complained my shoulder was too hard.. that's the way it's been since young.. my shoulders are stiff.. bad eh... haha.. siya is so nice.. i am gonna be very so super duper nice to her.. i appreciate that she takes time out to meet me when i book out.. the promise she kept and told me before i went in for national service... sorry sometimes i sound grumpy when i can't meet u.. cos i really want to... ya're sweet.. ya're nice.. ya're everything that a good adek i could have... sometimes just simple things people do for you.. we've to learn to appreciate.. i'm just glad she can see... just feeling so weird.. like something bad gonna happen.. hope it fall upon me and not my closed ones... get this sucky feeling off me please GOD!!! LEE SIYA.... ya're seriously being loved by ur ABANG!!! u bring joy to my life... yeah... if i have a gf.. think she will be jealous of you.... chillz out...