lazyantics chapter 12

finally went back to work after 3 off days.. seriously I don't feel like working but I want to earn this amount of money before i go in.. I want to make sure I have some money set aside for my mom when I'm not around... cleared the whole freaking stagging and the toilet lane alone today.. woah.. feels so good when I cleared so many things.. counting down the days.. most probably about another 18 days only.... time passes really fast especially when it's like counting down.. boss is in a good mood today.. haha.. when he's in a good mood.. I felt that things go much more smoothly... haha... just envious why he can come to work late then go back at 5.30... good life eh.. did like pumping and sit ups yesterday.. today my arms was like OUCH!! whatever la.. I'm gonna continue this.. thoughts came into my mind today.. I want to try something I never try before.. waiting for a someone for 2 years or more.. regardless of the possible disappointment at the end or maybe a much welcomed celebration.. I just felt I really want to do this not for myself but for my heart... have been like dwelling around.. caught up with different people but nonetheless none have any outcome.. I think that good things are really meant to fight and wait for.. no matter how long.. mind felt really so free... mark my words.. I'll do the best I can... I'll wait...