lazyantics chapter 10

woah.. had a really tiring week.. victor my manager actually forgot to plan me off.. so I have been working from last sunday till yesterday... it feels shitty.. lack of sleep.. lack of staffs.. this really tires me out.. maybe i can get used to some training at national service.. wasn't such a happening week.. but was wondering why do guys have so much girls' problems cos was talking to azmil and faizul about it.. what we have experienced and gone thru.. there's alot of mistakes that we might have made in life sometimes.. but we actually learnt from these mistakes.. maybe it's part of growing up.. talk about my problem.. i'm not even sure whether it's a problem.. liking a person can also be hurting.. every word she said.. every action she take will affect you.. I'm not even sure where i'm heading to.. whether it's gonna work out.. but i won't give up... although i suffer a major heartbreak on vday.. but I don't know why I can't.. talked to azmil about it.. and he said that if it was him and he has a gun.. he woulda shot himself dead on the spot.. I felt that too.. furthermore I don't have all the time in the world as I'm going into ns soon.. and I can't actually be able to see her or ask her out that often anymore.. argh.. come to think of it.. I'm aching.. sat down outside borders for 3 hours.. thinking abt things.. I still don't know what i should do.. somehow she gave me a feeling that she's trying to make me give up.. I son't really know... argh.. forget it... stop thinking about it...